This newsletter is going to talk about how I’m dealing with quite a lot of stuff coming up from the past as I gear up for my wedding in a few months. As the planning process winds down, I’ve been really feeling a lot of varying emotions. Happiness, obviously. Nerves, because I really don’t like it when all of the attention is focused on me for longer than a few seconds. Stress, because in case you haven’t heard, planning a wedding is harrowing. But the number one thing that’s come up in the last few months as we inch closer to the day at hand?
Repressed anger from my previous relationship.
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Also, to anyone that tells me to ‘just get over it’ - you are lucky you haven’t experienced this.
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